Real eyes realize real lies? BULLSHIT. Is it just me, or is everyone out to fool anyone? It amuses me how a so-called friend can act fine and dandy when you happen to run into them, even when they've been hooking-up with your ex for the past month. But who's fault is that? Mine, for saying I don't give a shit about what he does or who he does it with. And I guess to a certain degree, I really don't care, but at the same time, it gets on my fucken nerves every time I have to hear about his countless sexcapades. I could go on blabbing and blabbing and blabbing about the guys that I fucked or hooked-up with or had a thing with, but unlike Aaron, I actually have the class and consideration to not spread shit about my personal life so it'll get back to my ex. I need to move on from this pointless bullshit already. I mean, it's not like I don't have any other options; I have more than enough! But it's hard to let go, as much as I want to.
So today, Bree and I made up over the fact that she ditched me when I was fuuuuucked-up last month. We had lunch with Shay and Lauren, which was random as hell, but it helped me realize a lot of things. She told me a bunch of stuff about Aaron and what he's been doing, and it's pretty fucken obvious that he's been playing me this entire time. How can you text someone telling them how much you still love them and how you haven't hooked-up with anybody lately, when you've been hooking-up with two of her best friends for the past two months!? That, among other things, completely baffles me.
Tomorrow's Rosary Day! Woot woot. I'm wearing a strapless satin-silk-lace lavender and jet-black strapless mini-dress with four-inch stilettos. And then after the ring ceremony, I'm going to Esperanza with Lindsay and Jackie to see Paul. I'm getting him Del Taco for lunch; hopefully we'll make it through Campus Security. I'm excited for tomorrow! At least something is going right this week.
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